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Friday, January 15, 2010

WONT BE BLOGGING FOR QUITE LONG TIME :)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Peace Long tym never update yea :)

So yeah this two i did have fun wif my family and friends :D

Same for my relatives~

Last week we went to Bintan Lagoon Resort with Flores family :)

and my Family ofcourse hahahaha

Its really damn funny cuz when i reached the ferry terminal thought i saw

one of my classm8....

thinking it was jing hian x.x'''

hahaha anyways when i reached ther resort i saw chung cheng high

and JOSCELIN! As in hahaha! At first im feelin shy to call her hahaha!

Then they went off to sum tour....

No offence the service in Bintan is damn slow haiizzz we waited for 6h just to check in to our villa...

So yeah we walk around then took our lunch in sum buffet restaurant

my dad ask me to eat more until yea cnt stand up alrdy >.<

Hahahaha! then after eatin we thought we could check in to our villa but no

haiizzzz! then yeah hor until i fell asleep of waitin -.-'''

after that i saw Joscelin again....

hahaha then yeah jus call her lorh hahaha!

Once we reached our villa we prepair to go swimmin...

My uncle and i play volley while swimmin

hahaha he damn pro at playin volley even we're in swimmin pool

hahaha he still can hit the ball after that

my dad joined and we changed the game to basketball hahaha

wa my uncle me to continue shootin how many times liao >.<

hahahhaa! sumore my cuz saw this 2 korean girls at bar

we though she was jus playin wif them then she go hit their like wat

she thought her dad lookin at them....

yeah he did smile at them but yea for awhile only

hahahahahahaha! she scold her father cuz of it :p

hahaha yea then we went archery :D

damn shk hahaha :) we return bck to our villa to rest

the next day we went bck to the swimmin pool but yea only my cousin n sis who were wif me....

went swimmin for the whole day while our parents went for spa

and shoppin and everything hahaha!

my sis threatenin me haiiiz -.-''''

after awhile we got bored so we went to the beach to walk and play haha

but yea the current was gettin stronger so we went bck to the swimmin pool

haizzzz after awhile i fell asleep haha but i was cover with towel so

i wont get darker like my sister x.x''

hahaha yea we waited for our parents to cum bck soon but they took long tym -.-''

to fetch us.........

then we have our dinner in the same place where we have our lunch....

the next day i went to the gym wif my mum while my sis play mini golf with my couzzz...

then plae beach volley ball wif my uncle

then went bck to singapore hahahaha!

so yea dats all for nw......

baiis

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hey bloggers! Sorry long time never blog... :D

This few days im away....

Erh i mean away frm home not off to other country

hahhaa~!!!

Last monday i went out wif my filipino friends

And watch new moon again -.-''''

hahahaha no choice mah :p

Christian, John, Jonas, Czarina and one of her friend went to

Golden village to watch New Moon

Chris and jonas share drinks while i share wif john

the czarina share wif her frend hu ever she is

anyways.... so yea >.<

hahaa~! After that we went to hill to play around....

Too bad cuz i need to go off earliear... :p

Then the next day i stayed at home to do chores

and yeah no time to blog....

then the nxt day i went to my cousin house

to record a dance for my godsis 7th bday -.-''

WTH :o hahaha two guys asked for my number

lolzxxxxxx they wish lorh hahaha~!

Then Ytd we went to Novena for christmas Shoppin

hahahaha~!!!!!!!!! we spent $500 jus for clothes >.<''''

Damn shk liao hahaha~! actually i only want one blouse

then my dad ask me to choose more so yeah

lucky lorh hahahaha~! :D

i bought one skirt, one skinny then 3 blouses :D

in one day wahahahahhahaa~!

add one more bag in and my diary =]

We went to pizzahut to have our dinner

and thats all hahaha

Blog again nxt time muackieessss :D

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Monday, November 30, 2009

Last sunday we went to church early in the morning

Then went to wet market to buy sum raw food

Haizzz after that went home then eat lunch

LoL?~

Then went to Parkmall for my parents bussiness

I feel damn bored so i walk around Plaza Sing

wif my sis and friends of mine -.-'''

As usual I bcum the babysitter

WTH~! hahahaha! i didnt rly enjoy haizz

Then bought ice cream....

ofcourse i treat my frends n my sis hahaha :)

IT'S NOT MONEY ANYWAY~

It's my dad he gave me so we can get sth to eat while walkin around

hahahaha~!!!!!!!!! We went bck to park mall to meet our parents...

and yea we went bck to plaza sing

to take our Dinner in CARL's jr hehehehe :D

Hahahaha~! I ate one whole burger

while my parents share on burger....

My sis ate all the french fries so yeah~~~

Hmmmm we went bck after that

but i went bck home first cuz my parents

visit my uncle and talk abt their bussines

Hahahaha but atleas im able to rest longer

hahahaha~! :)

Ytd my mum asked me whther we wnna eat outside

so yea~~ Me and my lil sis went to orchard to meet our mum

Hehehehe~! SO yeahh then we went to Lucky Plaza

to have our dinner in sum filipino restaurant

named 'JOLOGS'

After that we went for shoppin in Taka

We went to Lacoste to buy my shoes and my sister

but in the end i can find the shoes i've chosen

so i have to choose another thing for us to shop

Luckily we went to GAP and bought sum shirts

so yea........

While my sis asked my mum to buy her sum barbie's stuff

hahahahaha~!

Anyways when we reached home my dad asked me to clean the kitchen while their

watchin my fave show~! WTF sia~!

There's sth wrng wif our remote control liao

when i rewind the shw it will suddenly change the channel to Suria~!

HAIZZZZZ~!!!!!!!!!

Kaithlyn relax lurh hahahha~!

hahaha today nth much happened~

talk to sum frends~ talk abt sum rumours~!

until i become a msger btween sum frend of mine -.-'''

hahahahhaha~!

so yeah thats it for now

Kaes buhbaiis~!!!!

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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Ytd we're able to swim after the heavy rain.

Im not really that excited cuz sum probs keeps on botherin me.

And it really hurts whenever i have to think of it

I jus cant stand it but i have no choice is happened

and it's been done by me and no one else but me T-T

I feel so guilty of my self really

i hate wat ever think mistakes i've done and thinkin

that its all my fault hurts me allot haizzz

anyways ytd during swimming hmmmm

i just teach my sis and my cousin how to float

then my dad teach my sis while i teach my couz

so yeah its quite borin but -.-''' so i swim alone

with no one but me hahaha

then glaze at the stars while floatin hahaha~

hmmmmm wat else -.-???? eat sum tidbits~

-.-'''' oh yeah i went for jacuzzi with my mum frend

then talk lorh hahaha dont worry she's still young

she only like 23 -.-''' hahahahaha FYI my mum not that old okeis

hahaha so yeah i think thats all

then take sum shower erhh -.-'''

i took around 4o minutes to shower >.<''

hahahhahaa~! so yeahhh thats it

Anyways today we clean my room and my parents' rum

after that my dad treat us Pizza

delivery only ofcourse hahahahhaa~!

then after that watch sum show

with my family >.<'''' then now they left me alone

cuz i dont want to go with themmmm???

nahhh~ they jus went to grosery ahehee~

so yeah thats it ahahhaha~! kae buhbaiissssss :)

teceee luvxoooosss ^-^ muackiiessssss

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Friday, November 27, 2009

Haizzz today its really rainin heavily and i dont think we're able to swim T-T

Ehh~! I wanna swim liao but i dont think can i hope the rain stop soon~

i really wannna swim hope i get drowned and never wake up haha~!

maybe =p

all i want is to make my life balance

but its not

when im happy wif my family either i will lost one friend or got problems wif them

but when im happy wif my frends now my parents strt scoldin me bck -.-'''

haizz

WTH

Lol~

Haizzz i dun think the rain will stop -.-''

Huhuhuhuuhuhu~! T-T

Unfair sia~!

Damn Unfair~!

Anyways im v excited on 3rd dec cuz im goin out wif my family to watch new moon in AMK hub

ayeee~!

hahahaa~!

after that i will have party wif my cousins and friends

its a swimming party so yea

lucky my parents allow me to sleep in my cuz house hahaha~

sleepin there is damn cool~ actually whenever i spent overnight with them

we only able to sleep 1 to 3 hours haha

ytd my friend asked me out whether i wanna go in sum club

stupid sia ask me for what even though she knows i will reject her invitation

walaoooooooooo

then after that she asked me wether i wanna drink

then i knida heitatin if i wanna go but most likely is a NO NO

excuse me i dont want to destroy my image durh~!

hahahaha~!

yeah i knw it will help u forget all ur problems

but its only for awhile

when u wake up it'll jus appear bck to u

hahaha

u jus waste ur money for drinkin

haizzzzzzzzz

but i will never deny that i did drunk b4 -.-''

hahaha

hmmmmm i think when i was 10 y/o durin my grandparents' golden weddin

and my cousin birthday at the same age i think >.<

but its not allot duh~ >.<

first is wine then the other one

hmmmm

i cant remeber wats the other drink

wahahaa

anyways yea its jus for fun

and wine is not even half of the glass -.-'''

and the other one i only drunk 2 shots i think

but yeah hahaha~!

then we act as if we dont knw wat we're doin

hahahahahaha~!

its jus a bluff we're not really drunk -.-''

hahahahaha~!

our parents know abt it anyway hahaha~

which reminds me of my dad when he got drunk until my boyish aunt nid to carry him bck home

>.<''' hahahaha so yeah~ hahaha no offence alcoholic drinks~

IT SUCKS~!!!!!!!!!

kei thats all for now i think

Blog nxt time ahehehe~!

teceee muackieees

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Thursday, November 26, 2009

Today i just had a conversation with a friend of my mine

First we talked abt rdm stuff hahaha~ then suddenly my mum cum out frm the topic -.-'''

lol?? my mum?? yeah i knw she's great as a mom~

but u dont have any idea what kind of relationship i do really have with her

haizzzzzz

we talk until i ask him to stop cuz he asked me to listen to my mum

so i dont have choice but to tell him wat my mum ask me to do which i disobey

cuz she's bein too unfair i knw its for my own sake but she's askin me for too much

its really hard for me to accept all of this

now that i've told him abt it

he told me i have no choice but to follow her

when he keep telling how lucky i am with my mum

also this past memories of mine jus keep cumin bck

it really hurts

cuz its alrdy past but i cant say that it wont cum bck

cuz it did cum bck to me

it hurts

remeberin why we're here in singapore

the main reason why im here

those things which i thought i will forget??

the problem we have

ever since i was small

ever since my dad had a big fight with my mum

which made me to fail every single subject

the reason i cant concentrate

the reason i sont have much bondin with my family

the reason im closer with my frends and relatives but not my parents

the reason why im not happy

the reason i cant be happy all the time

the reason i lie to them

the reason y im like this to them

the reason i cant accept my brother but now i regret not acceptin him that his my brother

the problem that no one can understand what im feelings

the reason i hide all my feelings

the reason why im scared of my mum

the reason im so over protective of my sister

is all because of it

i had enough

so every single problem i have

i jus let my tears out

out until i cant remember abt it

until it earns

if i only could let it out

i will

but i cant cuz im too weak

im weak~

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